Yesterday was the worst Saturday thus far.

I felt so horrible, and just felt like disappearing and never coming back.

But I know, running away won't solve problems.

We live in this world, as humans, we keep searching for answers. Till now, I am still searching for answers. What is it that I really want. Sometimes I'm angry at myself because I've involved people into my problems. People who don't deserve to be involved or bothered my my problems. I just wish I could put a stop to it. All these has caused frustrations and confusion. And because of this, I channelled my frustrations to people who don't deserve all these shit. At this point, no one can help me. Only I can help myself. But I don't know how. I'm stuck in this hole and I couldn't find my way out.

Maybe I should start out by being submissive. Maybe it's the best solution. I should step down and be submissive. 

Yesterday was the worst Saturday thus far.

I felt so horrible, and just felt like disappearing and never coming back.

But I know, running away won't solve problems.

We live in this world, as humans, we keep searching for answers. Till now, I am still searching for answers. What is it that I really want. Sometimes I'm angry at myself because I've involved people into my problems. People who don't deserve to be involved or bothered my my problems. I just wish I could put a stop to it. All these has caused frustrations and confusion. And because of this, I channelled my frustrations to people who don't deserve all these shit. At this point, no one can help me. Only I can help myself. But I don't know how. I'm stuck in this hole and I couldn't find my way out.

Maybe I should start out by being submissive. Maybe it's the best solution. I should step down and be submissive.